Those of you grammatically correct individuals out there are mentally asking, “Uh, why did she add an extra ‘e’ to the word ‘radiantly’ in her blog name? If she’s writing a blog, shouldn’t she know how to spell?”
Well, quite simply, my name is Melina Rae, and I am on a mission to live radiantly.
“Oh. Okay! Cool. Nice play on words…What does that mean exactly?”
Great question, and I have an answer for ya ;)!
I just finished my first year of medical school, and it was a whirlwind to say the least. So much information, so little time to learn it all, and a lot of pressure to do well for the sake of my future patients. I came to medical school straight from undergrad, and had a difficult time adjusting. During my first semester and into my second semester, my grades were far from stellar no matter what I tried and no matter how much time I spent studying. I was not taking care of my mind or my body, and I felt very overwhelmed and unworthy of pursuing a medical degree. My inner sparkle was dulled as I compared myself to my peers and saw myself as constantly coming up short.
Relatively recently, I realized that the saying is true: comparison is the thief of joy. I needed to stop being so hard on myself: stop the negative self-talk, stop comparing myself to other people, stop feeling afraid of failing, and finally give myself a break for once. I made it here to medical school, and that in itself is an accomplishment worth a self-pat on the back! With this realization, I did some self-reflection and saw that I wasn’t doing anything to love and nurture myself in mind, body, or spirit. I didn’t spend any time doing things I enjoy, wasn’t utilizing my talents or full potential, exercised occasionally, ate countless frozen meals and snacks, and put my relationship with Christ on the back burner. I needed to change my ways and reignite my spark so I could radiate my inner warmth and light onto everyone and everything around me.
And that, folks, is what brings me here to this blog. I love to write, and I love to share. On here, you’ll find posts that relate to my life journey, including posts about medical school, fitness, health, faith, relationships, food, books, adventures, and fashion. I am sharing this journey with you in hopes that you too will find what ignites your spark, and use that to shine your light on another’s path.
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